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i'd rather be numb-ed
Oct. 2nd, 2010 | 10:35 pm
mood: 
depressed
I've not been feeling the best of late. And tonight, i'm just a lonely person.
I wish this feeling will go away quickly, i wish i could just be myself and find myself someday.
Well, everything will be better, eventually. I hope things will turn out in a way i wouldn't expect down the road.
Alright, enough. I should probably stop dreaming.
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how to lose weight fast
Mar. 19th, 2010 | 03:26 pm
mood: 
awake
the answer is... not to eat.
Unfortunately, i've been cursed with and ulcer on the bottom of my tongue. Another on the side of my gum caused by bristles of my toothbrush but it doesn't hurt as bad as the one on the tongue.
i can't drink water without feeling pain even let alone eat solid food. so i haven't been eating much for the past 3-4 days and i lost 3 kg instantly. i can only hope that its going to be healed quickly, simply because i dont need another reason to be more miserable than the state im in now.
guess what, i gave my FI paper a miss yesterday. I didn't study hard enough to do it that's for sure, tried to make up for it by studying 3 quarter of a chapt last night.. its pathetic.
i didn't have the motivation or the drive to finish it up or to do more than an average student could. This is the part that makes me miserable. That's when i decided... next week i will leave this house, go out with my friends and maybe receive positive influence that could help alot.
Yesterday i watched 'love actually' for the 7th time. I'm going to get the dvd.. yea i know after watching 7 times. Hahah.
Right that's about it, can't wait to get out of this house and meet human beings for the sake of my own good.
Will be back.. gonna start on my day..studying
Unfortunately, i've been cursed with and ulcer on the bottom of my tongue. Another on the side of my gum caused by bristles of my toothbrush but it doesn't hurt as bad as the one on the tongue.
i can't drink water without feeling pain even let alone eat solid food. so i haven't been eating much for the past 3-4 days and i lost 3 kg instantly. i can only hope that its going to be healed quickly, simply because i dont need another reason to be more miserable than the state im in now.
guess what, i gave my FI paper a miss yesterday. I didn't study hard enough to do it that's for sure, tried to make up for it by studying 3 quarter of a chapt last night.. its pathetic.
i didn't have the motivation or the drive to finish it up or to do more than an average student could. This is the part that makes me miserable. That's when i decided... next week i will leave this house, go out with my friends and maybe receive positive influence that could help alot.
Yesterday i watched 'love actually' for the 7th time. I'm going to get the dvd.. yea i know after watching 7 times. Hahah.
Right that's about it, can't wait to get out of this house and meet human beings for the sake of my own good.
Will be back.. gonna start on my day..studying
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its been so long
Mar. 17th, 2010 | 01:16 am
mood: 
sad
...since i've been here, nearly a year.
even though i've nothing much to say (as usual), it feels good to be back and typing in this space once again. The thing is, i realised how tiny my brain capacity is. Trying my very best to remember what i've read for my financial intermediation paper on thurs...praying that i can at least regurgitate out 5 pages worth of answers in hope that my trip to school and my precious time wouldn't go to waste.
its definitely a wake up call for me (and everyone) but i dont know how long i can withstand this sedentary lifestyle especially in this monsoon season when there isn't a sunny day for jogging.
i'm home almost every single day, i can't believe i have not stepped out of this house for so long or as often as i'd like to.
and within 2-3 months after the papers, whabong (wei ling) will be leaving this country. i will be utterly devastated. omg i dont know how i'll be...i'm scared to think..then i'll be all alone.
sucks to be me.
even though i've nothing much to say (as usual), it feels good to be back and typing in this space once again. The thing is, i realised how tiny my brain capacity is. Trying my very best to remember what i've read for my financial intermediation paper on thurs...praying that i can at least regurgitate out 5 pages worth of answers in hope that my trip to school and my precious time wouldn't go to waste.
its definitely a wake up call for me (and everyone) but i dont know how long i can withstand this sedentary lifestyle especially in this monsoon season when there isn't a sunny day for jogging.
i'm home almost every single day, i can't believe i have not stepped out of this house for so long or as often as i'd like to.
and within 2-3 months after the papers, whabong (wei ling) will be leaving this country. i will be utterly devastated. omg i dont know how i'll be...i'm scared to think..then i'll be all alone.
sucks to be me.
